TEARS.

yesterday nite.
i CRIED.


after i know my kai sai lou has gf aldi,
my mind keep thinking of it.
yesterday nite...
mii & kai sai lou sms & chat.
i ask him,
r eu reli love ur gf or play?
he answer mii,
is real.
he wan couple is to FORGET had happened between us.



tat time...
i just stop & look at the message.
my tears all inside my eyes.
i'm trying to stop my tears fallin down.
when i walk inside my bedroom,
mii just siting down on the floor...



TEARSSSS comes out....
feeling my heart is something SOUR...
donno y.
i just know,i keep crying & cryinggg...


then,i sms find my fren to chat...
cuz i cant stand it anymore.
after chat with my fren,
feel much more better.
reli THX to my fren,goldfish.


haix.
I ONLY HOPE & WISH him(kai sai lou) R HAPPY ALWAYS!
i don hope anyone will make him feel SAD again.


i hope 2day i don CRY. =)


MONKII MUST B STRONG!!!
GO MONKII!!

come have a look~

http://m0nkiiz.superpokepets.com/spp/scrapbook?page=1



is a PET game.

come join in & have fun with mii ^^

complicated feelings.

complicated feeling now i having...
just now i just called n chat on da phone with my kai sai lou.
kai sai lou is wat i mentioned tat i like.
i tot i aldi successed no relationship's love at him.
when we r chat reli happily,
he suddenly tell mii,he has gf aldi.
when i heard he say to mii,he has gf aldi.
mii...
just suddenly stunt at there.
i tot i'm gonna b HAPPY.
cuz wat i wan is wan him to b HAPPY always.
but,
mii start feeling weird on my self.
feel wanna CRY out...
i wan control my self no to cry.
but.
i CANT.
my TEARS drops.
n calm down my self n continue chat with him..
i continue act stupid make him laugh n laugh.
he just reli HAPPY.

about 25 minutes we end our phone talk.
i look back those messages he sent mii n i kept it,
mii just let my tears releaseee...
hahahs.
just wat i said always,
"after cry,very nice fall a sleep"
hahas.
is TRUTH! =)
hehmm...
watever la...
now he is happy,mii should b happy too~
at least i'm still SINGLE. xp

humppph...
at here,i just release my feels,let my memory keep it here.
so,my sad memory will replace at here.
such a good way rite? =)

however...
i hope him happy always.


*hope & wishes for him*

3 more subjects to go!!

3 more subjects to go!!
wahahaha!!!!!! xD
FINALLY~~
= =
hekk hehmm...
sry.
xp

too happy jor,no idea~
hehe.

hehmm....1/12,Tuesday,i'm going to have Account's exam. T.T
da MOST stress for mii.
y?
do euu know y??
bcuz...i n0t g00d in tis subject.
sobsobx. T.T
after last Wednesday Add Math's exam,Thursday i aldi start do my Account's revision.
keep doing doing doingg n doingggg...
haix.
all i hope is don FAILED.
Add Math also include don FAILED it too!
hehmm...
now i just relax a while.
if n0t,reli will going ki siaoo. @_@
siaooooo za boh!
hahax.
so....2morrow still gonna continue my Account revision.
left 3 or 4 bab like tat. =)



GO MONKII,GO!!!!
EU CAN DO IT!!!
lll
o(><)o
JL

*kisses*

come come``` =p

tis morning with my sis & mamii went MID VALLEY~

we eat breakfast at KIM GARY!   ~♥

tat restaurant's foods reli NICE.

i ♥ to eat!!

especially 擅岛咖啡!!

DAMN NICE TO DRINK lehh```

MUST TRY,MUST TRY!! ^^

特别推荐！

kakax. ^0^

then after breakfast,we go JUSCO buy things lu...

at the ORANGE corner which sell many clothes``

i saw a skirt  but when i try on it,is too short,

another is pant, looks is nice but wear on it not so....  =/

then i go to.......

hehe. secret.

private things.

lalalal~~~~ xpp

then....go buy bath bath geh soup,ANAKKU....

hehe. ^++^

bsides,my sis her own self also buy jor 3 long pants & buy clothes for her little son.

bcuz her son cant wear jor,g0t big 'tou lam'...

hahas.

tat is wat my sis said.  =p

her son looks LENG ZAI de nehh````

kakax.

he just 2 yrs old.  =)

another side,my mamii say wan to go supermarket buy things...

so i teman her go lu...

Jusco' supermarket reli cold lehh~~

cold dou...

my sis's nose also cant tahan!

hahahaha.

shhhhhhh..... 

keep it secret.  =b

after shopping & everyhing...

back home lu...

reached home,i revision for my MATH.

cuz Monday is Math's test.

i do till now lu...

geng leh??

keke.

yaa...

i found a song reli nice to listen with.

hope euu guys LIKE it. ^^

ENJOY!!

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XlTqQjOJ7jk"

SPM of the subjects in 2 days!

finally.....   [-.-]

the 2 days has passed away...

the 2 days we suffer reli can KILLING mii.     x_x

the 1st day of the SPM's subject is Bhs Melayu (kertas 1 & 2) , n !!!!

n!!!!

Sejarah (kertas 1)    ==

gishhh......

Sejarah i almost wrong many questions....   T_T

bcuz i check my answer again,then erase it n put another my confirm answer.

SHIT jor lo!!!

i'm DOOMMMM!   ><

but....nvm....is PAST TENSE aldi.

for 2day,is the 2nd day of the SPM.

2day's subjects r Bhs Inggeris (Kertas 1 & 2)....n !!!

also n!!!

Sejarah (Kertas 2)...

humpp....    =(

quite sad lur```

bcuz i didnt read the Turki Uthmaniyah...

wuwuwuwu....

tat paper also lose many marks jor...

but i confirm can PASS my Sejarah.

but.....BI....i'm not sure of it.

haix...

anyway~ the most SUFFERING,EXHAUTED & TIRED days n subject is BYE BYE!

hahas.

everyone is very HAPPY when finished Sejarah,Bhs Melayu & Bhs Inggeris subs.   =p

however,still got 6 subjects need to +oil lor```

GAMBATE MONKII!! ^^

STRESSSSS & Tearss o(╥﹏╥)o

stress stresss stressss!!!!

T_T

i'm having a STRESSS!!!!!

1st time. sobsobx.

very worry my SPM exam~ [criess]

HELPPPP~~~~ S.O.S

۰•● L❤VE   L❤VE   L❤VE ●•۰

y EU always make mii complicated.

y?

pls tell mii.

``姐弟恋``

haix.....

how should ii do??

age tat distance 2 years.

starting,we know each otha at Sri Petaling Carefour's Roller Sport.

then slowly,we like LIKES each otha in suddenly...

so on,he start very L❤VING mii.

he also quite poor...

 

bcuz don have a perfect family.

bsides,her grandma always maltreatment(虐待）...

at nite,her grandma always ask he sleep in living room alone sin he was little.

n his blanket just cant give him warm when  is a cold whether...

bsides,his family use hot water to bath,but he cant,only can COLD water to bath.

izit very UNFAIR for him??!!

so he was afraid of DARKNESS & COLD.

n he told mii,after his graduation wan move out n stay with mii.

so,he always NEGATIF thinking~

 wat he needs is WARM feeling , CARING & L❤VE from mii.

so,in my mind start thinking how to let him feel WARM n let him b HAPPY.

but yesterday. we have a bad time. =(

he always think about my future thingss...

eg: i'm gonna have bf soon, stay 2getha n married.

then,i start to get MAD & SAD too.

i keep telling him not to think so far..

just appreciate wat we have now...

but he still continue his negative thinking.

we argue about it...

n i say to stop texting each otha n let mii cool down.

at tat momment,i realize...i fall in LOVE at him.

if not,my heart would not feel PAIN & SAD.

tat time,i text him n say,ask him to give up & stop L❤VING mii,i just wan eu to  b HAPPY,

but seems like mii make it more worst.

we both just starts very cold..

n i know,he sure very SAD.

bcuz,he told mii,i'm da 2nd let him TEARS drop & i'm very important for him.

2day, he ask mii izit reli wan him give up to L❤VING mii~

then i just say,YES!

few minutes lata...look back the msg he text to mii.

TEARS

come out from my eyes.

❥"当遇上一个很爱你的人，

你会开始觉得┇害怕┇。

因为他越来越爱你的时候，

你会慢慢开始害怕≮失去≯了他。

而且你也开始怕会在某一天会伤害了他。

所以你就选择了【放弃】。

虽然【放弃】了，

你会把你的爱化为∞ 爱的祝福∞ 。

而∞ 爱的祝福∞ 就是祝福你爱的人  ‖永远幸福快乐 ﹍﹎‖。"

o(╥﹏╥)o                                            o(╥﹏╥)o  

rainy dayy哗啦啦~

```rainy day```

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tis morning i wake up at 9something...cuz suddenly shock dao.

i tot 2day is near SPM.

lol. ^0^

then...i faster look at my hp,phewwww~

luckily. hahas.

the BAD things happen on MII!

STOMACH PAIN~~~  [><]

OUCHHH~~~

no 胃口wanna eat,but,mii also eat some for my empty stomach.

i eat PANDA COOKIESSSSS. =p

wanna eat?

lol.^Q^

abuthen,about 11.00am,i'm having tuition,ADD MATH subject.

then we end our class at 1pm.

when i reached home,the raining is start.

anyway,i din bother also,i eat my lunch. =]

SUDDENLY,the big RAIN fall down....

bsides,my kai sai lou,tat LIKES & L♥ VES mii,call mii for CHAT. =)

we chat very HAPPY...hehes.^^

some more....mii also wait my 2nd bro send mii go 报名 car's undang...

after 报名 car's undang,back home,the RAIN still falling downnnnnnn.

then i go for a nice BATH.

then start read my SEJARAHH~

hahas.

IT'S MIRACLE!!!

rite? xD

if i still not goin to read,i'm DUUUMMMMT!!

still got BM need read also. [T.T]

ohhhh myyyy gooodnessss...

anyone can lend my hand??

xixi.^^

anyway,anyway~~~

PEACE YO!!

FUN FUN FUN

so fun 2day in skool... haha~

actually 2day very BORED.

only 13 students present in class.

n all of them doin Account & Math. [--]

BOREDDDDDDD (zzz)

but but but....

we do have FUN wor.... =p

we dance a STUPID dance in class. 

wahahha~^0^

 

 n then...2day still got tuition for Form 5 Sejarah owhhh....[TT]

wuwuwuuwu...

i do really worry my SPM's Sejarah.

n i do HATE numbers subject!

make mii BLURRRR always. (sigh)

HELPPPPPP~~~~

huhuhuhuhu~~~

hehmm.....

lalalala....

donno wanna write wat jor~

i reli HOPE faster end the SPM~

donwan SUFFERRR```

hehes.

wish all my frens,ALL DA B3ST! =p

nice korean song translate to chinese

while eu listenin the song is playing when eu viewing my BLOG.

here is the PIN YING lyrics.

sry,tat is not in Chinese word.

cuz i couldnt find it.

have fun^^

hope eu l❤ve it!

Oh~chao ji chao ji de nü hai
Oh~oh~Oh~oh~
kan wo, kan kan wo, bu yao zong shi xiang zhe ta
bu ai, bu ai, ta bu ai ni
ni de wan mei sheng guo ta
bu yao ding zhe na shou ji
bu yao zai na san xin er yi
ni ming bai de, ni qing chu de, wo chao ji de nü hai
you shi hou xiang qi ta song ni de hua, diu diao kuai diu diao ba
hai you ta na zui mi ren de wei xiao, wang diao kuai wang diao ba
ta de wen rou hai hui rang ni dian dao, xing lai kuai xing lai ba
ni de hao shi duo me shen mi
qing rang wo hao hao di bao mi
Oh my Super girl, ni shi wo de Baby girl
ta kan bu jian ni de mei li, ping fan bei hou de mo li
Oh my Super girl, wo shi ni de super man
ni de yan shen rang wo zhao mi
wei le ni wo shen me dou yuan yi

Oh~oh~Oh~oh~
Oh~oh~Oh~oh~
Oh~oh~Oh~oh~(my love)
Oh~oh~Oh~oh~(my love)
Oh~oh~Oh~oh~(my love)
Oh~oh~Oh~oh~(my love)
kan wo kan kan wo, bu yao zong shi sui zhe ta
ru guo ta shou xi huan ni, jiu suan zai mang ye neng gou deng dao ni
na yi ding shi ta shou de huang hua
na yi ding bu shi zhen xin de hua
Oh~bie xiang xin ba, li kai ba
Oh~kuai hui dao wo shen bian lai
you shi hou xiang qi ta song ni de hua, diu diao kuai diu diao ba
hai you ta na zui mi ren de wei xiao, wang diao kuai wang diao ba
ta de wen rou hai hui rang ni dian dao, xing lai kuai xing lai ba
ni de hao shi duo me shen mi
qing rang wo hao hao di bao mi

Oh my Super girl, ni shi wo de Baby girl
ta kan bu jian ni de mei li, ping fan bei hou de mo li
Oh my Super girl, wo shi ni de super man
ni de yan shen rang wo zhao mi
wei le ni wo shen me dou yuan yi

kai xin de, nan guo de
da ying ni, dou pei ni, dou pei ni
zun bei le quan shi jie zui hao de ai, zui gui de ai
deng ni ban jin wo de xin li lai
xing fu de quan li bu yao fang qi
quan shi jie zui wan mei de wei yi
Oh my Super girl, ni shi wo de Baby girl
ta kan bu jian ni de mei li, ping fan bei hou de mo li
Oh my Super girl, wo shi ni de super man
ni de yan shen rang wo zhao mi
wei le ni wo shen me dou yuan yi

ni shi wo zui chao ji de nü hai (bie zai deng dai, deng dai)
gen zhe wo yi qi fei dao wei lai (ai qing bu yong cai pai cai pai)
wo shi ni zui chao ji de yi lai(bie zai deng dai deng dai)
gen zhe wo yi qi fei dao wei lai (ai qing bu yong cai pai cai pai)

Oh~oh~Oh~oh~
Oh~oh~Oh~oh~
Oh~oh~Oh~oh~(my love)
Oh~oh~Oh~oh~(my love)
Oh~oh~Oh~oh~(my love)
Oh~oh~Oh~oh~(my love)

┈━═☆ GRADUATION 2009┈━═☆

2day is finally is our Form 5 GRADUATION DAY!! o(n_n)o

HURAYYYY!!!!!!

2day is our HAPPIEST DAY in our LIFE!

n tis year,2009,is our LAST year staying in SMK Desa Perdana. =p

everyone is VERY EXCITED about it!

n everyone is taking pics  with FRENS,TEACHERS & PARENTS.

bsides,we do very HATE 5 SCIENCE 1 students~!

y??

bcuz....actually they r da 1st one go on stage & take the Sijil Penghargaan.

then,i donno they request to b da LAST one to receive Sijil Penghargaan or wat,so they bcome da LAST CLASS to receive Sijil Penghargaan.

some more,our sk00l only have 60 DUBAI to us,so,they r da LAST one to wear on it!

n...we know tat,they WONT lent us to wear n take pics with.

so,we r MADDDDD!!!

yeah!!! MADDD!

M-A-D!

some more,they COPY us how to take CLASS pics.

COPY CAT!!!!

 

however,we also 争取时间 to capture our pics when we r wearing on it.

we all totally very FUN & HAPPY.

we just NON-STOP to take picsssssss.  =)

moreoverrrr,my MUM!

yeapiiiii~~my mamii came to see mii received Sijil Penghargaan.

hahass =D

I'M DA ONLY ONE GOT MAMII COME TO SEE MII RECEIVED SIJIL PENGHARGAAN in 5A CLASS.  xppp (perasan)

anyway,it was very HAPPY. =]

hehes. 

n...here i wanna share my PICSSSSSSS to eu all~

have fun.... =] 

if can,COMMENTS COMMENTS pls~^^

ARIGATO!

↘↘click tis to see GRADUATION pics ↘↘

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=10600&id=1835090402''>

BADD day!! ><

arghh!!!! 

BADDD DAY 2DAY!!!

GRRRR!!!  [TT]

2day recess,buy curry mee.

then?

pour on my skool uniform!!

my legs PAIN daoooo.... [T_T]

then my skool uniform & shoes all DIRTY~!! [><#]

gek sei!!!

waste jor RM1.50,some more make mii DIRTY!

GISHHHH!!!!

ALL IS CURRY SMELSS! (hate it!)

then Pui Theng pui mii go find Pn.Cheong to borrow a clean skool uniform to change it.

haix....

back home have to wash the skool uniform n shoes. (mad)

haix....

another, L♥VE problem.

after i washed my skool uniform,shoes & bath,i just think clearly wat i wan. 

n i decided to break up with my BF,n b back fren,but,he just never reply anything to mii.

i'm TIRED to L♥VE.

reli tired of it.

haix... 

may b EU wanna know y i wan to break up with my BF.

hehmmm....

then....i have to start the STORY~

he is a Penang guy,which is stay at Penang too.

age...20. still studying college,study Engineering. =] (not bad rite?)

then...he likes mii very long time...(many months since we know each other from Fs)

so,i accept him to b my BF.

then,we r just so SWEET & good each otha. =p

about last month,he called mii,said his hp has LOST.

so,cant contact each otha everytime.

bout one month,we just never contact again.

then,mii on MSN & leave a off9 msg to him,say:" we r end", bcuz feel like he doesnt mizz mii at all.

if someone do really L♥VES eu,he will find any idea to contact eu,rite???

but he didnt. 

the next day,i on9 MSN,he also left a off9 msg,he wrote: 

"end wat? v stil aliveand our relationship stil the same and i noe ad prove tat u reli love me. actually i just test eu oni,sorry coz din tell u early but i will bcum like last time ad. "

WAT THE.....! mii just reply him say,IS NOT FUN AT ALL!

so,now eu can know wat he did to mii~

tis means,HE DON TRUST MII.

funny rite??  TEST.

tat time i really MAD at him! n i cry n cry n cry...(stupid)

haix.

now...i HAVE to! NO! is MUSTT CONCERN ON SPM !(hope so)

SPM SPM SPM~~~

fast fast END ba!

i donwan to SUFFER anymore~ =(

SHEWWWWW,SPM!! SHEWWWW! [><]

P.E.A.C.E    in  my  ♥HEART♥

2day such a BORED dayy =(

5/11/2009,thursday

is our Form 5 Graduation...

so excited wat gonna happen on tat day. =p

2morrow,4/11/2009,

our skool will raptai for our Graduation.

2day Graduation very lame.... [==]

know y??

bcuz,we just siting like last time,

according the class & number. [--]

n we JUST siting there....very very very BORED.

n mii,just start reading my SEJARAH notes.  xD

then...about 9a.m.,we back to class.

then then then....2day also got OPS CEMERLANG too!

is ACCOUNT!!!  [0,0]

Account again....[zzz]

when heard >>ACCOUNT<<>

mii just REJECT to doin it. hehes. [^++^]

then Pn.Ting just suddenly walk in our class,n say :"12.30 can done? 12.30 done aldi,need to disscuss. "

OHHHH MYYYYY GODDDDDD~~~ [><]

12.30,how can done 2 set paper 1????

then,time is reach,we need to move to 5 SN2 n discuss all the anwers...

so bad...the 2007 paper1,mii just correct 29/40..

2008 paper 1 (not enough time finished,so mii & Jia Ern just copy from Mui Mui^^),mii correct 32/40...  xD

so FAKE rite??

hahahahaha.....

2day still got tuition ADD MATH for  3 HOURS!!!!

[T_T]

I WANNA READ SEJARAHHHHH~~~

HELP!!!! [+_+]

I GTG...for tuition (s.o.s) 

SA YO NA RA

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◇REALNAM3x真名
●fong yee旆颐


◇NICKNAM3X花名
●*m0nkii* / quince
*猴子* /quince

◇AGE年龄
●17 year oLd [[TT]]
17 岁

◇SKULL就读
●SMK D3SA P3RDANA(gonna graduate soon xD)


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●CHINESE/MANDRIN华语
●CANTONESE广东(n0t sho0 g00d不是很好)
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●MALAY国语 (still oki3还可以)

◇LOOKZ外&表内
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●bLur BlUr漠糊 (s0m3tim3s有时)

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●BIG BANG
●dance舞蹈
●s3xy性感
●candy糖糖
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●spicy辣辣
●tak3 PIX拍照
●playy play玩耍
●fw3nz朋友
●d0lly公仔
●laugHH大笑/傻笑/癫笑
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●fast s0ngs快歌
●m0nkii猴子
●xtrawbewwi草莓


◇HAT3z讨厌
●li3r骗子
●uglyy 0f mii丑丑的偶
●thinkk想东西
●sc0lDdinG mii骂偶的
●n0 m0n3yy没钱
●lcly's ppl骄傲的人
●playyb0iiz花心的男子们

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ㄨ``xιιαοωεй
ㄨ`` 宝玲
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ㄨ``PARRY 
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