stress stresss stressss!!!!
T_T
i'm having a STRESSS!!!!!
1st time. sobsobx.
very worry my SPM exam~ [criess]
HELPPPP~~~~ S.O.S
۰•● L❤VE L❤VE L❤VE ●•۰
y EU always make mii complicated.
y?
pls tell mii.
``姐弟恋``
haix.....
how should ii do??
age tat distance 2 years.
starting,we know each otha at Sri Petaling Carefour's Roller Sport.
then slowly,we like LIKES each otha in suddenly...
so on,he start very L❤VING mii.
he also quite poor...
bcuz don have a perfect family.
bsides,her grandma always maltreatment(虐待）...
at nite,her grandma always ask he sleep in living room alone sin he was little.
n his blanket just cant give him warm when is a cold whether...
bsides,his family use hot water to bath,but he cant,only can COLD water to bath.
izit very UNFAIR for him??!!
so he was afraid of DARKNESS & COLD.
n he told mii,after his graduation wan move out n stay with mii.
so,he always NEGATIF thinking~
wat he needs is WARM feeling , CARING & L❤VE from mii.
so,in my mind start thinking how to let him feel WARM n let him b HAPPY.
but yesterday. we have a bad time. =(
he always think about my future thingss...
eg: i'm gonna have bf soon, stay 2getha n married.
then,i start to get MAD & SAD too.
i keep telling him not to think so far..
just appreciate wat we have now...
but he still continue his negative thinking.
we argue about it...
n i say to stop texting each otha n let mii cool down.
at tat momment,i realize...i fall in LOVE at him.
if not,my heart would not feel PAIN & SAD.
tat time,i text him n say,ask him to give up & stop L❤VING mii,i just wan eu to b HAPPY,
but seems like mii make it more worst.
we both just starts very cold..
n i know,he sure very SAD.
bcuz,he told mii,i'm da 2nd let him TEARS drop & i'm very important for him.
2day, he ask mii izit reli wan him give up to L❤VING mii~
then i just say,YES!
few minutes lata...look back the msg he text to mii.
TEARS
come out from my eyes.
❥"当遇上一个很爱你的人，
你会开始觉得┇害怕┇。
因为他越来越爱你的时候，
你会慢慢开始害怕≮失去≯了他。
而且你也开始怕会在某一天会伤害了他。
所以你就选择了【放弃】。
虽然【放弃】了，
你会把你的爱化为∞ 爱的祝福∞ 。
而∞ 爱的祝福∞ 就是祝福你爱的人 ‖永远幸福快乐 ﹍﹎‖。"
o(╥﹏╥)o o(╥﹏╥)o
