complicated feelings.

complicated feeling now i having...
just now i just called n chat on da phone with my kai sai lou.
kai sai lou is wat i mentioned tat i like.
i tot i aldi successed no relationship's love at him.
when we r chat reli happily,
he suddenly tell mii,he has gf aldi.
when i heard he say to mii,he has gf aldi.
mii...
just suddenly stunt at there.
i tot i'm gonna b HAPPY.
cuz wat i wan is wan him to b HAPPY always.
but,
mii start feeling weird on my self.
feel wanna CRY out...
i wan control my self no to cry.
but.
i CANT.
my TEARS drops.
n calm down my self n continue chat with him..
i continue act stupid make him laugh n laugh.
he just reli HAPPY.

about 25 minutes we end our phone talk.
i look back those messages he sent mii n i kept it,
mii just let my tears releaseee...
hahahs.
just wat i said always,
"after cry,very nice fall a sleep"
hahas.
is TRUTH! =)
hehmm...
watever la...
now he is happy,mii should b happy too~
at least i'm still SINGLE. xp

humppph...
at here,i just release my feels,let my memory keep it here.
so,my sad memory will replace at here.
such a good way rite? =)

however...
i hope him happy always.


*hope & wishes for him*