Learnt (-POOL-)

Weeee !!

Tonight I learnt how to play POOL ! :D

All I have to thanks to my dear <3

He's the one taught me how to play it even tough I wasn't that good ><

Btw, I enjoyed a lot ! :P

It is very fun & may get addicted to it.

Besides, I still need improve my skills xO

Hehes.

应不应该 ？

应不应该 ？

我们又吵架和打架了。
也比之前更严重。
嘴唇里面都留了血。
胸口动一点点都在痛。
我也提出分手了 。

就算我有多么的爱你，也是时候分开了。

每次吵架与打架的同时，我的脑里总是想着：“我是不是不应该那时候接受回你，回到你的身边？不然我们不会每次吵架。是不是后悔了？”

我知道我的脾气越来越臭，可是我也尽量控制然后不出声了。最后……

对你拳打脚踢，的确我的错。

你生气了，我没有哄和疼回你，是我没做好身为女友的本份。

我的不好，让你承受和带来那么多的愤怒与伤心、失望。


应不应该 ？
已让现在的我们画上句号了。


郑汉权，我爱你。
谢谢你对我的爱与付出。

珍惜

我想我拥有了一个好男友、未来好老公、未来的好男人。

我是时候改变自己的脾气了。

不再对他乱发脾气和无理取闹了。

虽然，我们最近都吵架。

也因为给我看到你之前犯过的错。

唉……(._.)

我能尽力的不回想过去然后面对未来！

除此之外，我相信你也能改变自己和为自己加油的！

最近都注重语言方面，逐渐进步了很多。：）

看见了好开心。o(^_-)O

接下来的日子和我的下辈子，就寄托于你了！(^_^*)


我会珍惜你的，郑汉权！
我永远爱你！
永远属于你！

MIST CLUB! 22.09.2011

The day to celebrate Steven Chun Wai's 21st Birthday!

My hubby,mummy - Renee & me were on that day knew him :)

Nice to know him as well.

BTW!

We were HELL enjoyed his birthday partayy!  ♥♥

new UPDATE!

helloooooo.....

im gonna update my blog today.

humppph....

too bad,i din wrote it down what had happened these few days...

yea!

my 1st tattoo!

i got my 1st tattoo!!

teehee.... ^^

NICE?

hehhhhmmmm....

yea!

1s time went to hubby's home overnight on last Saturday after Mist club. <3

haiz.

sad sad sad.

乱想东西了。

i hope myself will still remember what happened & what he did to me.

SIGH argh!!!

An Short Essay from Facebook Friend :P

ahahahahahas!

nice one!!

LIKE IT!!♥

Thanks ya,my friend.

A quite special friend :P

心里的痛，谁来知？

本来以为放下他了的我，原来是我自己的错感。

每次浏览你的面子书，我的心都觉得很难很难很难受。

他说的对，放下一个人的确很难也需要很长很长的时间。

忍耐了几天泪水，现在终于能够发泄出来。

心里头的那种难受，还是一样，没改变。

很想死掉的感觉。

我不再爱了。

也不想碰到它。

从中学到现在，我受够了，

厌倦了。

【爱】让我流下了不少泪水与伤害自己。

我不想再碰到它。

我现在也才发现，我【吸烟】是为了他。

觉得好傻。

什么都不知道。

心里真的真的很不好受。

好想好想割自己。

的确很想。。。

FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE!!

YOU MOTHER F**KER!!

WHAT YOU DID TO ME & SAID TO ME,I'LL REMEMBER FOREVER!

YOU SON OF B****!!!

OH YA!!

THANKS OF YOUR 2 SLAPS!!

I'M VERY APPRECIATE IT!!

SAYONARA & F*** OFF FROM MY LIFE!!

DONT EVER LET ME SEE YOU FOREVER!

Pitbull ft Marc Anthony - Rain Over Me ♥

"Rain Over Me"
(feat. Marc Anthony)
[Marc Anthony]
Girl my body don't lie
I'm outta my mind
Let it rain over me
I'm rising so high
Out of my mind
So let it rain over me

Ay ay ay
Let it rain over me
Ay ay ay
Let it rain over me

[Pitbull]
Always a new million
Always a new vodka
Forty is the new 30
Baby you're a rockstar
Dale veterana, que tu sabe
Mas de la cuenta, no te hagas
Teach me baby, or better yet,
Freak me baby, yes, yes
I'm freaky baby, I'mma make sure that your peach feels peachy baby
No bullshit rods, I like my women sexy classy sassy
Powerful yes, they love to get the middle, nasty ow
This ain't a game you'll see, you can put the blame on me
Dale munequita ahora ahi, and let it rain over me

[Marc Anthony]
Girl my body don't lie
I'm outta my mind
Let it rain over me
I'm rising so high
Out of my mind
So let it rain over me

Ay ay ay
Let it rain over me
Ay ay ay
Let it rain over me

[Pitbull]
Always a new million
Always a new vodka
Latin is the new majority, ya tu sabe
Next step la casa blanca
No hay carro, no vamos en balsa
Mami you know the drill, they won't know what I got 'til they read the will
I ain't try, I ain't trying to keep it real
I'm trying to keep wealthy that's for real
Pero mira que tu estas buena, y mira que tu estas dura
Baby no me hables mas, y tiramelo mami chula
No games you'll see, you can put the blame on me
Dale munequita ahora ahi, and let it rain over me

[Marc Anthony]
Girl my body don't lie
I'm outta my mind
Let it rain over me
I'm rising so high
Out of my mind
So let it rain over me

Ay ay ay
Let it rain over me
Ay ay ay
Let it rain over me

[Bridge]
Mr. Worldwide, Marc Anthony, tu sabe
I was playing with her, she was playing with me
Next thing you know, we were playing with three
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
I was playing with her, she was playing with me
Next thing you know, we were playing with three
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Rain over me

[Marc Anthony]
Girl my body don't lie
I'm outta my mind
Let it rain over me
I'm rising so high
Out of my mind
So let it rain over me

Ay ay ay
Let it rain over me
Ay ay ay
Let it rain over me

Pitbull - Pause ♥

"Pause"

Mr. Worldwide,
Mami no you can’t come back,
Mami no you can’t come back,
Cause you look so right
Cause you look so right
Cause you look so right
Cause you look so right

Now don't... stop, drop, pause
Now don't... stop, drop, pause

Oh, look at that girl, she’s like ah
Look at that girl, she’s like oh
Look at that girl, she’s like ah
Look at that girl, she’s like

Look, I got what you need to get you hooked
I steal all your heart I’m a crook
On Friday night, I’m sorry, I’m booked
Brooke, Maria y la amiga de ella
Tan rica y en la cama no juegan
Explotan y dicen - pause

Now don't... stop, drop, pause
Now don't... stop, drop, pause

Oh, look at that girl, she’s like ah
Look at that girl, she’s like oh
Look at that girl, she’s like ah
Look at that girl, she’s like

Mamita would you like to play?
We love to see, would you stay
And if you say OK, we will play night and day
I’m such a dir-dir-dirty dawg
My teeth will unsnap your bra
But for now baby just pause

Now don't... stop, drop, pause
Now don't... stop, drop, pause

Oh, look at that girl, she’s like ah
Look at that girl, she’s like oh
Look at that girl, she’s like ah
Look at that girl, she’s like

Mami over there sometime
Mami over there sometime
She got what I like, what I like
What I like, what I like
Mami over there sometime
Mami over there sometime
She got what I like, what I like
What I like, what I like
Mami over there sometime
Mami over there sometime
She got what I like, what I like, pause

Now don't... stop, drop, pause
Now don't... stop, drop, pause

Oh, look at that girl, she’s like ah
Look at that girl, she’s like oh
Look at that girl, she’s like ah
Look at that girl, she’s like oh
Look at that girl, she’s like ah
Look at that girl, she’s like oh
Look at that girl, she’s like ah
Look at that girl, she’s like
Pause
Pause

12.07.2011 - The End -

Our Love was END.

Im the one say broke up.

Im the one who hurts him.

Im the one made him cry.

Haiz.

So F**ked Up.

Hate myself!!!

Haizzzz....

btw, wish you can find a better girl.

you're a good guy. =)

NEW ♥ NEW starting

hellow everyone

long time din update my bloggie aldi. :P

here's my NEW ♥ NEW starting.

30.06.2011

taken : 05.07.2011 Midnite

my bf, Jian Wah. ♥

taken : 05.07.2011 Midnite

hehes ^^

he's the one remember when we started.

and remember the time we started 2gether. :P

he told me 1am.

awww...... ♥

and me..... 

so so sorry for him.

bcuz i have no idea :'(

btw, i hope we can 2gether always.  : )

祝福他。

他和我正式分手。

不会再有任何联络。

他或许想通了，正式分手。

对他，是件好事。

对于我，还在犹豫我做的选择是不是对的。

该不该拉回他？

唉。。。

我会祝福他。

谢谢他一直以来对我的爱、疼爱、照顾、体谅与坚持。

1年又3个月多恋情，正式告吹。

以后的日子，我希望他变得更好。

而我会不会变贱和更堕落，都不会让他去同情与可怜。

他有他的生活。

我有我的生活。

祝福他。

郑汉权，加油。

:: SMOKE ::

Here i come again :)

I'm just gonna write what I wanna write... 

Errrm...

Yesterday nite went yam cha with my ♥ beloved lou po zaii  ♥ & her boy boy Kok Chuen.

It was a very happy day for me.

Because after I'm being single,i feel lonely & bored.

I'm lucky they asked me out.

We went Kuchai Lama's Station 1 yam cha.

Before we walked in, me with them went to bank,lou po zaii wanna to press money use.

We were sambil walk sambil chat very happy. ♥

Michelle went to 7-11 shop bought her smoke then we went to Station 1.

Lol.

Michelle got rich, she ordered 1 bucket Carlsberg & eats.

We chat & we smoke.♥ 

We laugh & we drink. ♥

Me & Michelle on Facebook. ♥

Ahahas.

Ignored Kok Chuen.  X)

We keep repeat the same things. 

Me also smoked around 4-5 sticks.

1st - 3rd sticks felt pening @@

Michelle tells me will that one.

LOL!!

Okay~~ :PP

However, that was my 1st time smoked so many sticks.

May be i felt unhappy : /

1 bucket is finished!!

Oopss!!

Michelle ordered 2 bottles again.

After we drink finished,we back home.

Michelle drove me back.

Wow~!

She's so dangerous!! ♥

Ahahahas!!

I wish i have their driving skill :'(

LOL!!

I'll ask them to teach X)

Bsides, this afternoon i went back old house,i smoked again.

Just 1 stick :)

Then feel pening @@

LOL!!

- Gone BAD -

hello! hello!

Good Girls Gone Bad.  =)

Yesterday i went G6 club with my beloved ♥ Lou Po Zaii Michelle ♥

Of course we went there by her new boy boy, Kok Chuen  :)

And then there's a sohai which he called himself as,wait us for hours alone.

Then, i was fed up by got blame by HIM!

Such a badass!!

F x x k !

XD

While we 3 person reached G6,  there's no ppl inside. -.-

And it was freakin cold!

LOL!!

Then, I din saw the badass.

I called him...

I saw my beloved was smoking!

AHA!!

I talk to my beloved i wanna smoke!

hehes!

1st time smoke was quite choking & throat was itchy. 

XD

Beginner is like tat.

No blame. X) 

I guess I finished the one stick smoke :PP

The badass finally came.

We walked in.

I spent RM100 for the drinks, because some reasons :)

BTW, we enjoy very much! ♥

Me & my beloved, drank Beer & Black Label.

LOL.

So do everyone :)

Then i smoke again~~

Michelle smokes & share with me while ♥

ahahahas!!

The badasss was so so so DRUNK!

LOL!!

Malu!

X)

Me & my beloved walked to middle of the dancefloor, we shake & dance!

Wow!!

We were CRAZY ♥♥

We dance,shake & drink.

Keep repeat the same thing.

Then,there's 2 guys walked to us.

Bla bla bla...

X)

I was drunk.

Abit drunk.

At least i admit!  X)

Cuz i swear myself must drunk! ♥

lalala~~~

The BEST thing ever was, me & my beloved really walked onto the stage there dance! ♥

HELL YEA!! ♥

That was my 1st time dance on the stage which in the clubb ♥

It was so memorable! :DD

Around 3 something, we left... :)

Awww....We still drink not enuff & haven finish!  ><

Sad....

Sent the badass back home then my turn to back home.

Reached home, i was feeling sad or angry.

Mostly sad.

Not sad of  my ex bf,KEN.

The badass!!!!!

Fine!!

Watever.....

LOL.

Switch on my lappy, online my Facebook!

Then Edwerd asked me out to yam cha for an hour.

Then i ON.

While we yam cha, i was not tat drunk aldi. :)

Then, he sent me back home.

I slept.  :)

SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE!

ADDICTED! ♥

THE END.

11.05.2011

ME & KEN ARE END RELATIONSHIP.

We are only can be friends.

The BEST friend.

[ This post only will let my ownself know what happened. ]

17.05.2011

My NEW Life start! 

Be Strong!

just update. :)

hello!

hello!

I just wanna say HELLO to my blog readers.  :PPPP

Too long time din update my blog.

Ahahas.

Just bcuz i'm LAZY!  

So.......

That's all. XDD

♥ - DEAR's Birthday - ♥

hohoho~

hello everyone!

new blog post today! :)

i'll type in chinese for this. :)

mayyyy b... :p

hehmm.... in english better! XD

hehmm....

here was the story goes....

his birthday was on 8th April.

Therefore, i've plan to give him a surprise!

Then, i planned to buy a birthday cake to my sweet heart,my MAN  ♥

- Wednesday, 06.04.2011 -

It was a rainy day in the afternoon.

A heavy rain...

Damn it!

 After i helped my bro collect money from customer, i walked to King's Bakery shop.

That time i'm texting with my dear.

I lied him i'm walking around to see something.

Hehes.

But actually i'm in the cake shop.

I walk around to have a look of those cakess.

To consider which size of the cake should buy. :)

Then, i walk to the counter to ask for information & details.

Then i chose a Mocha Almond, 0.5kg.

It only cost RM36.

I paid the deposit & drove back home.

- DEAR's Birthday Day, 08.04.2011-

After i've finished my work about 11 something,i went to old house to do something.

After that, i drove to the King's Bakery shop to take the birthday cake!! :DD

-.-

Luckily i've check the cake, because the guy forgot to put Happy Birthday words on the cake!

Stupid!!

After i paid for the balance of the birthday cake,i drove back home.

Then, my mum saw me holding a plastic beg with a box inside.

She asked me what was that.

I answered her, birthday cake lorh~!

My 3rd brother was there also, he asked who's birthday today.

My mum helped my answer to my brother, my BF's birthday.

Hehes.

My mum was so good, didn't scold / blame me,because she always annoys there's no place to put inside the refrigerator.

zzz....

And then,i'm still keeping secret not to tell my dear knows.

lalalala~ ^___^

Besides, we actually decided to go to Mid Valley's cinema watch movie.

Just because i scared my mum will scold me.

Therefore, we have to cancel it.

That moment, i know my dear was really unhappy,because we couldn't go watch movie.

But then, we still have went to cinema watch movie in a hurry.   ><

Before that, i've went online to check what movies are showing.

Then i decided & chose a movie that my dear sure interested &  ♥ it.  X)

We watched "SUCKER PUNCH".   ♥  

HOT CHICKS!!!  ♥

HELL YEAA!!

Is an awesome movie for me.

About my dear, i'm not sure.

He said, was kinda fake. -.-

While we were in the cinema, inside was freezy cold!!!

*shivering*

After we watched the movie, we went back home.

Damn it!!

Raining!!

Argghhh!!

The best thing was i didn't brought my umbrella with me.

Thus, we have to kena rain. ><

Just for a while, we got onto the bus.

We were having fun on the bus.

Laughing & Play.   ♥

Then,we still need to drop by to got into my car back home. ><

Damn it!!

But we had fun during the rainny day.  C:

About 9 something, i took the cake from the refrigerator & excited to give him a surprise.

However, he still destroy my surprise plan.  :(

This was the 2nd time!!

Argghhh!!

Why are you like this?!! 

Nevermind....

Poke the candles on the cake!

Light it up!

Tadaa....

My very 1st bought birthday cake! ^^

I brought to the living room.

We started to sing birthday song to him.  ♥

After we sang, we have the cake to eat it.

Everyone says NICE, included my dear  ♥

YAYYY!!  ♥

I did it!^^

Apart from that, i also bought a watch for him. :)

He loves it as well.

ahhhh...the happiest thing i've ever had. :)

I wish he will always remember the day i did for him!  ♥

I LOVE YOU,KEN  ♥

I'm so lucky to have YOU!  ♥