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Thursday, September 16, 2010

对不起,我后悔了。。。

今天我们去看戏都是很开心.

结果看完戏,

要回家就吵起架来.

因为我.

我们从巴士站吵到上巴士。

在巴士,

就有人看着我们吵。

我不会应他,

他就对东西发脾气。

我告诉他不要那样,

那还是那样。

唉。。。

下车,

他也是很气的冲下车。

然后。。。

我们就在路边越吵越凶。

我就告诉他道理之类的。。。

我不理会他,

一个人过了对面,

我们还是一样吵。

过后。。。

他突然把自己的电话很大力丢在地上。

我看了就忍不住火,

就大力的盖了他一巴在他的左脸。

戴在我受伤的手镯都给我弄断几块]了。。。

我就赶快是捡起他的电话,

叫他给我他已经捡起的东西,

我就很想把他的电话弄好。

不想坏了。。

我就看着我的手抖得很厉害。。。

不过,

我还是拼命弄好为止。。。

而他,

叫我进屋子才弄。。。

那时太阳很晒,

我还是不理他说的,

继续弄。。。

直到电话恢复平常能用。

那是我们第一次买同样手机,

说是情侣手机。。。

虽然,

我的被抢了。。

我希望他会好好的用。。。

弄好了。。。

就立刻看他的脸怎么样。。。

结果,

有一个小伤口。。。

当时的我好自责。。。

为什么我会那样。。。

我们就进屋子。。。

老公的眼睛已经在泛红有泪水。。。

我就更自责。。。

进到屋里,

上到我房间。。。。

我想他应下我。。。

结果,

他哭了。。。

在我面前哭。。。

他是第一个男子在我面前哭。。。

而且是我最爱的男人。。。

我就赶快抹掉他的眼泪。。。

叫他别再哭。。。

他停了。。。

我看到他有伤口的脸,

自己也忍不住,

也哭了。。。

过后,

我就问他,

哪里很痛。。。

我就吻。

也吻了他的嘴。

接着,

他告诉我,

没有人盖过他的脸和没人敢盖过。。

他又忍不住哭了。。

我就把他靠在我肩膀。。。

他哭得好厉害。。。

我的心觉得很疼。。。

问我自己为什么那么冲动。。。

安抚他了下。。。

他就没哭了。。

他又问我,

“是不是想跟我分手?”

我就摇头。

我又哭了。。

躲到厕所,

不想给他知道我在哭。。。




汉权,

别离开我。。。

我不是故意要盖你一巴的。。。

我真的忍不住才那样。。。

我也是第一次盖男生。。

而且盖了我最心爱的男人。。。

我的心还是很疼。。

好后悔盖了你那巴。。

我发誓,

我不会再那样了。




我爱你,我永远的男人。

Sunday, September 12, 2010

抉择。

又是我。

我很久没写部落格了。

因为最近都发生了很不愉快的事情,

我今天,现在,要写部落格。

我和他最近都在吵架。

他都说我的语气不好,出了问题。

说话态度与表情也不好。

你说出了我的不足,

我还是不改变。

因为我觉得我就是我。

弄伤你、气了和不开心了,

我都没去疼你。

因为我真的不会。

或许我自己的心情也一样很糟。

你在责骂我,

我没回应,

因为我不喜欢人家责备我。

也不想我们吵架。

但是,


还是继续责备我。

大声对我说,

“为什么不应我?!”

我还是一样静静的。

结果,

逼我破口大骂。

我和他还是吵起架来。

过后,

前几天告诉他,

如果我没出声,

静静的,

就是我不想我们吵架。

可是,

他似乎不理。

我不知道他真的不明白还是什么。。。

给我的感觉,

我和他理解对方都不够。

有一次,

他妈咪驾车送我回家,

我坐在后座。

红绿灯亮红时,

我看着他的背,

心想着,

如果有一天,

我们被逼要分开了,

你会怎么样的过?

真的会去做花花王子吗?

会不会没了我,

还是一样能过得很好?

红绿灯亮青色了,

我也不再想。

刚刚,

躺在床上哭,

在想,

如果我割手又喝酒,

你会不会不再睬我?

狠心对我说分手?





刚刚,

他在面子书跟我说:“分手快乐”

因为我关机和没理他。

我想,

我只想写到这里。

接了他的电话,

还是一样的样子。

真的好像喝酒麻醉自己。

拜拜


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Lionel Richie ft Akon-Just Go

Just Go ft Akon Lyrics

[Verse 1 : Lionel Richie]
It'd be so nice
If you didn't have to feel so lonely
It'd be so nice
If I could sneak you for a moment

I know you like to get away, go away, far away
To a place where there's just us two
Got a busy day, everyday but not today
Cause I'm Here to take that stress from you

So you can just chill
And clear your head
And let me do everything for you cause you deserve it
Prepare your meal
And make your bed
Well lets just switch places with you cause you are so worth it


[Akon]
I just want us to go (go go)
Drop everything and just go (go go)
I just want us to go (go go)
Drop everything and just go (go go)


[Verse 2 : Lionel Richie]
How would you like to sail away in the Bahamas?
(Just you and me girl)
So far out in the sea where nobody can find you
(Just the end of the world)
Cause there is no rush
for you to come back and face the rain
Cause there is plenty sunshine where I pickin' you
And I'm here to reduce the pain

I know you like to get away, go away, far away
To a place where there's just us two
Got a busy day, everyday but not today
Cause I'm Here to take that stress from you
So you can just chill
And clear your head
And let me do everything for you cause you deserve it
Prepare your meal and make your bed
Well lets just switch places with you cause you are so worth it


[Akon]
I just want us to go (go go)
Drop everything and just go (go go)
I just want us to go (go go)
Drop everything and just go (go go)




[Verse 3 : Lionel Richie]
Just imagine when you tired and...
Layin' by my side and...
Sippin' on some wine while I stand in massage and...
Releasein' all your tension I couldn't handle a time and...
My job is to keep my baby smilin'

HEART feels ...

yesterday we argued.

bcuz of me,

we argued.

made him MAD & DISAPPOINTED.

i admit i'm too over treating him.

bcuz i comment too many with boys.

comment until not perfunctory.

thus,

i made him bcomes very very MAD of me.

also,

DISAPPOINTED.

i shouldnt did the same mistakes.

but,

i did it again.

i'm crying now..

i'm still very sad bout it...

yesterday midnight i did cried too...

when he said he was very disappointed on me,

my HEART like the knife stab on it...

the 2nd time he said again he was very disappointed on me,

my HEART got stabbed again...

the feels......painful...

my HEART beat was stop for a while...

i couldnt feel it's beat anymore...

feel not myself anymore..

of course,

i know his was HURT...

and i felt more painful in my HEART..

i felt disappointed on myself too....

asking myself,

y i hurt him again & again...?

HE IS THE ONLY ONE LOVES ME A LOT!

HE IS THE ONE I WANTED SO MUCHH!!

hugging his small child sleeping pillow...

hug as hard as i can...

I DON WANNA LOSE HIM!

IF I LOST HIM,

I CANT CONTINUE MY LIFE ALONE!

i was crying...crying...and crying...

sent a text msg to beg him not to angry me again...

lastly,

we slept...

he slept with a anger mood...

and i...

slept with a painful heart...




dear,

很抱歉。

不要不理我...

不睬我...

好吗?

我想我真的改不了我自己...

谢谢你的包容、体谅、呵护 和 对我坚持爱。

如果没有你的包容、体谅、呵护与坚持的爱,

我想我们无法坚持在一起那么久...

辛苦你了。

都是我不好...

做不到一个好女友...

让你伤透了心...让你对我彻底失望...让你脾气暴躁...

抱歉。

我知道你不会接受我的道歉..

我还是会说...



亲爱的,

我爱你.....





我不知道要说什么了....


write until here bahs.
byez.








Monday, August 23, 2010

he is damn HAPPY

this morning i woke up 7 something.

my mum woke me up.

bcuz i still need to go to the shop to drink HEALTHY BREAKFAST.

actually is Herbalife drink products.

me & my mum paid for 1 week drinks at there.

which cost RM65 per person.

thus,

me & my mum walked to the morning market to find 2day's vege that 2day have to cook.

b4 buying that,

we went to have the HEALTHY BREAKFAST drinks.

we had some chit-chat at there with the boss.

mostly,

my mum & the boss were chatting about the chinese praying thingy.

after we drank,

we started to buy 2day's materials.

my mum bought some veges,rice & pork.

then,

we need to walked back home.

b4 that,

i saw one of the stalker is selling T-shirt.

therefore,

i'm thinking to buy one T-shirt for my dear.

he always wear the same:

5 shirts,

about 5 home wear pantz 

& 2 hang out pantz.

-___-"

i cant stand for it.

hence,

i asked my mum to buy..

i picked one XL size T-shirt in orange colour.  :)

actually i wanna pick pink colour,

but the logo's colour not quite match.  :/

bsides,

i will pick XL size becuz i afraid him cant wear the other sizes.

i'm also afraid he cant wear XL size.

LOLZ!

2day also DAMN FARKing BORING~~~~!!

i DAMNNNNNNN FREAKINNN MISS my dear!

hehmm...

2nite he is going to come my house.  :D

weeeeheeee~~~~~~

2day's weather also very very HOT  >

HATE it!